Monthly Archives: February 2012

Feb 14 2012

Happy Valentines Day!

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Happy Valentines darling 🙂 I was going to post this to FB but i didn’t want to embarrass you :).  Love you and thank you for making me believe again.  I’ll be back to add more but as usual…i am running late!

This is for the man who stole my heart and changed my world. Before you came along, my heart was lost and sadden by all the past disappointing and there was a point in my life that I thought this was it…love had come and love is now gone and I needed to just accept this… but then you re-entered my life, 17, 18 years later and we instantly connected on so many different levels.  Almost half a year later and a few states in between us and I still desire the tone of your voice, the selected ring tone to sound off when I least expect to hear from you. And when I do..in that moment all my worries and fears just disappear because your love puts my heart at ease and every minute of everyday you, your everything runs through my mind and thoughts and not a second less.  Yes, this distance can be challenging and there are moments when my mind wonders if my love is enough for you but these fears disappear the moment I hear you tell me those three powerful words.  Those words that cross your lips still take my breath away..i don’t know how you do it but this is something new for me and you have given me the strength to have hope again.

Please know that you are the only man for me, today, tomorrow and for how ever long you can  put up with me.  :)~ I promise that my love for you is and will always be patient, kind, it wont envy, or boast, it is not proud and my love will not dishonor, my love is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, my love will not keep records of wrongs.  My love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It will always protect, always hope, always persevere. And yes, my love does and will trust.  I do trust you and I know that i have questioned you once but please don’t think that it’s because I lack trust in you.  My imperfection, my weakness is fear and at times this can be my downfall but I will always make an effort to overcome them.

I love you Roger and no, we don’t know when you will be home but i would wait for you for the rest of my life if that’s how long it took.  You are like no other and there is no other that I want to share my love with.  I am thankful for you and your love.

Feb 13 2012

Day 43 – Self Portrait

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So, I am attempting to keep up the momentum up with my own daily photo challenge and for the past 2 weeks, it has been a challenge.  Not that I haven’t taken a photo a day but taking the time at the end of the day to post the photo.  So over the next few days I will continue to update and add some of those missing pieces.

This photo was taken yesterday, and it symbolizes my mind and body at ease.  This is something that doesn’t happen too often, my mind usually races with to-do, children, love, fears, still images, life, memories, future, food and so forth but every now and then my mind will pause and so will my body. Usually when this happens my creativity will expand, if my mind is cluttered than my creativity is usually suffocated or dark, but yesterday was a good day.  There were several images that I captured and I was indecisive which one to post, so I asked my bf to help me decide and he selected this one so this image was the chosen one 🙂